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IRL I have a problem. Precisely my problem is that some things I can only say/write in English and people I'm talking with most often don't understand the language. Also my English is kind of broken and personalized and grown on fanfiction so... yeah. I have the communication problem.
Next to it is the issue of what to talk about. English is for what interest's me. Polish is for listening to. I can't say most of I need to say in polish so mostly I'm just not saying it. In other words I'm a main listener in my company and it starts to suit me ill.
Beside that is my own personal shortcoming of being deeply ashamed of what I like. I'm not ashamed of it when I have time to explain it - I never have time to explain it.
And so my problem is explained - nothing to say in my first language, no-one to listen to in my preferred language of interest and entertainment. The very definition of loneliness - people around but no one to talk to at all.



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Sep. 27th, 2015 08:59 am (UTC)
hello this is not creepy

u can talk 2 me if u want 2 u do sound very very lonely

this is creepy pls ignore i was curious about ur lj
Sep. 27th, 2015 09:11 am (UTC)
oh fuck i'm sorry i thought it was 2015 it was actually 2012???!?!?!!? what the heck man sorry 4 creepy
Sep. 27th, 2015 12:13 pm (UTC)
I dont mind creepy but if you feel honest need to talk more to me just add me on skype or write e-mails. ;D
In 2012 I was a wreak of writig two theases and hunting for work.
For full-on creep-fest find me on tumblr! Im itylien there too. Maybe you'd tell me what my aesthetic is. ;D
Sep. 27th, 2015 03:46 pm (UTC)
HURHURHURHUHRU u did sound so sad i'm so glad you're much better/happier now hehehe

YES UR TUMBLR WOWS never has someone sounded happier about being stalked i will head there now or tomorrow mhmmmmmmmm :D everyone has an aesthetic one day you'll realise yours was right in front of you all along
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